I'm in a much better mood today. A better, clearer state of mind. I have a lot to look forward to. All of my stresses will be gone soon. I'm almost 21, it's spring time, I have my dream car, and a great job that provides all of this for me. I'm lucky. It's hard, but sometimes you have to look past all of your problems and find the good. It's exhausting to be sad all the time anyway. Things work out. It gets better. Just keep going, keep trying. Splurge on yourself a little. Because life is good.