Always alone, no one to talk to. No one you actually want to talk to. No one to share your thoughts when you're sad or happy.
Wandering around a place on your own. Experiencing things on your own.
It's okay. It will always be okay. For when you do those things alone, You can find yourself. You have to be strong alone, Then you can be strong with someone.
Don't rush, take things slow. Don't find it, let it come to you. You are never alone anyway, You can always pray.