It is all currently a blur As a senior in high school I am unsure of my future It is like looking though a fog No idea on the career I chose No idea what college to attend No idea if I want to go to prom Senior year has been stressful Not because of my daily classes But for the personal decisions My future at one point seemed bright Knew where I wanted to attend college Knew what I wanted to do as a career Even knew the woman I was to marry And the names of the kids we would have But now none of this is clear in my mind A haze now is constricting my future self This woman left me for someone else And I no longer enjoy that potential career I don't have money for that potential college At one point, my future was set and done But now it seems so unclear, for now