i search for a love that looks like a crusade of fireworks staged in a sky that is blanketed by stars i search for a love that smells like the spring rain after it collides with flower petals & window panes i search for a love that feels like a warm cup of tea after a long day that warms your skin & bones, to soothe your tired soul i search for a love that has your rugged hands and your alluring eyes and your endearing lips that are stained with wine i search for you because i want you all of the time i want you but who knows if i'll ever really find you..