it's been a month since he packed his bags and crawled away from me like a coward. I know I am wild drink too much fight too much with a penchant for wine and ****. He went straight to her soft breast and perky hairdo. her June cleaver pearls. I hate him. he owes me my battle of fire. the blood stains of a final fight. the war to end all wars. instead he absolves his sins by confessing to me like a priest.