I know you haven't noticed, but lately I've been a wreck.
My mornings are earlier than needed,
because it takes forever to get out of bed.
They're full of anger and crying,
because sadness is there too,
but none of this is noticed by anyone, not even you.
School days are full of panic
and mood swings that result in me being a *****,
so I'm sorry to anyone I encounter and make feel like ****.
Although I hate school, home is equally as tough.
Not that it is anyone's fault, my time here is just rough.
I don't get along with anyone,
and I'm constantly starting fights.
Whenever I'm in this house,
nothing feels alright.
Every second feels like I'm battling
something i cant even see,
I'm just waiting for the day my heart stops,
and finally sets me free.