In high school I was invisible to you I was the girl you laughed at with your friends Every time I saw you in the hallways the hair on my hand would stand I was self conscious and insecure because of the mean things you said to me Now a couple years later you find me on Facebook and now I'm suddenly pretty You send me a friend request out of the blue with a message reading "hey" You're on your computer hoping I respond and here I am feeling like that high school girl you wished would go away Knowing this I message you back asking if you remember me You type back "no" so I thought I would take the time to refresh your memory I send you a photo of myself from high school my computer doesn't make noise for an hour After fifteen minutes of waiting I log off and go take a shower When I come back and log back on there is a notification from you It's a message with the subject "I'm An Idiot" and I read what you had to say
"I do remember who you are you are the girl I used to pick on I made school unbearable for you I know what I did was wrong I thought I was someone cool because I fit in with the cool kids I had no knowledge of the damage I caused you I was nothing but a complete ******* I am really sorry for how I treated you I'm not just saying this to get into your pants I would really like to get to know you if not romantically then just as friends You are really a beautiful woman I'm ashamed I didn't see that before I would completely understand if you don't want me to message you anymore Please forgive me for my actions I hope life is treating you well I am truly sorry for making your high school experience hell."
I sit in silence for a little bit going over what I just read I close my eyes and hold back tears as I go over everything he just said I've forgiven this man a long time ago thinking this day would never happen Despite the way he used to act I did have a bit of a crush on him After thinking of what to write back I reply
"Yes I forgive ya but if you really want to make it up to me you're going to have to buy me pizza."
WRITTEN BY: Mandie Michelle Sanders WRITTEN ON: February. 13, 2016 Saturday 3:04 AM