is it bad
that i search for the scent
you leave behind
for long after you're gone
that sweet smell
of something wonderful
you leave behind
that lingers in my mind

is it bad
that i long to hear
the sound of your voice
in my ear drums
like the sweetest noise
to ever grace ones ears
the soundtrack to my slumbers
the hum in my hymns

is it bad
that i crave your taste
even tho
i haven't yet tasted you
& even tho
you will probably give me
the worst toothache
i've ever had

is it bad
that i tremble for your touch
that i shake and ache
with every pore
needing more
more self-control
but less air & space
between our bodies
and the heat they make

is it bad
that i fantasize
about your beautiful eyes
lust locked with mine
our limbs intertwined
about sharing one heart
and sharing one mind
or just sharing time

is it bad
that i blush
when we touch
that i forget where i am
whenever i am with you
that i forget where i once was
and where i am going too
because all i feel is you

is it good to be bad?
if it is, then i'm glad
because these feelings i hide
are all that i have