now you are gone from my messages
And no matter if your memory still
terrorizes me, the taste I caught of what
I thought was love , bitter as hell when
I finally realized it was lies, and it was
my dreams only, it all was built on me
lying to myself, letting all the signals
the warning signs just pass without
fully seeing, it was hope, my hope
only , let your words pass by
without realizing you are were not
truthful and had only your dreams
in your eyes, I blame me myself and I.