I hate when I feel ugly
Less than the beauty nature conceives
And then throws in my face
Every time I gaze upon the night sky
I hate when I feel stupid
Like all the things I know
Bring me back around again to the fact
That I know nothing
I hate when I feel weak
Like my emotions the way they are
Have got their hold on me
And they won't let go
I hate when I feel like I'm failing
Flailing to grab the last ledge
But missing miserably
And tumbling to another death

I hate that I love
That I know
I can do so much more than I have
I hate that I haven't.

I could have changed the world
I couldn't change myself