too much of anything is a bad thing- when I told her of how my teenage cousin touched me when I was three, a Buddhist monk with that mantra squeezed my hand gently. she saw the glow overflowing in my eyes and nodded, as the minutes rolled by the overcast skies in her gaze were relieving. they reminded me that the restraints are only as strong as I resist, so my hands pried themselves from promise and my fingers reached the wisdom clouds above us. they drew the rain and let the glowing flood be just fine.