I'm not one to judge.
I'm not one to let go.
But this feeling of hopelessness consumes.
My brain is riddled with glass that cuts away at my psyche.
“It's because of you, You're why there gone.”
I'm so afraid of my own caring nature,
I second guess you could say I'm clingy.
Second guess I care about you too much.
Second guess me.
But it's not just the glass that riddles my brain,
OR my disbelief in true happiness,
It was you.
you who came to me to seek shelter,
You, who cried sleepless nights away,
YOU, who lead me to the fountain of youth, only to chain me to a tree,
So close yet so far from happiness.
I cried out, I called for you to save me.
Only to be left in the hospital she dumped me in.