is it too selfish that i want you to know how you teared me apart how you made me grow overnight how you poured acid on my rib cage and left me with thoughts like i deserved that outrage i want my wasted childhood to hurt you haunt you in your nightmares and in your daydreams no father, im not as brutal as it seems but there are some parts of my body that i hate because i cant forget your hand's weight there are some memories that i wish i would forget how you filled my child heart with secrets and guilt then slip away like you were a great dad to the hilt