You make me feel the most insecure but you also make me feel beautiful. Every word that comes out of your mouth is like the rain, a beautiful catastrophe. Some days I can completely disappear listening to you and other days the thunder comes off to loud. You make me realize the truth in life. That you don't always get what you deserve. I remember you told me that beauty is pain but you hurt me in the most ugly way. I cant listen to the rain drops hit my window sill without thinking of you.   The tears roll down my face and onto the floor of my bedroom where we once laid talking endlessly of what we wanted to be. Some nights I can hear your voice in the pitter patter of each and every rain drop.  I have a drawer full of pictures of you of us and all our letters I thought we were in love but you used me you were there and then you were gone as fast as a storm cloud passing but somewhere in between the rain and the Thunder there must have been a tornado because you tore down all my walls you said that I gave you nothing but in the end you left with everything that I had