The mask that I embrace, Is a smile that covers my face. My whole life's been a lie, Behind my laughter I cry. I am useless, stupid, fat, Very ugly and insulted at. The pain inside the truth, Is rotting away my youth. I conceal my pain at a cost, For everyday is a battle I've lost. My tear stained face is hidden, To show it's true form is forbidden. But you just stole a chance to see, Now I'm screaming don't look at me!