The worst thing is
not having the confidence I used
to have.
I never thought I was "hot"
but I was happy with my body, my personality, my life.
Now when I look in the mirror
all I see are my ripped up bangs,
and ever expanding bald spots.
My stomach has love handles again,
and constantly pooches out too far.
Even my ***** are different.
The used to be perky and quite nice.
Now I am so embarrassed to take my shirt off in front of my boyfriend.
My legs are short and fat just like my fingers.
I am ugly.