I am not going to sit here and cry in this ******* coffee shop. Eyes welling up, dark red lips You wanted to come crawl into the moon with me 2am, but you gotta go back Go back and get Candy Am I always an after thought?
I know thats not it. You know thats not it. Flighty. Selfish. Indulgent. Excuses, excuses, excuses If I painted a road map of every crevice and turn Of every vein and mistake You have made along the way I would be covered in stop signs and traffic lights.
I whip out poetic antics in less than a minute Harvesting newness, paintings I'm so strong, I'm so strong. Ain't nobody that can give me catharsis.
I can't teach you anymore. I can't babysit, I don't know where your mama is And how or why you don't seem to know How to properly treat a woman of my caliber.
I want things to get better I woke up this morning wishing you were next to me Hanging up, drunk dial Cancel plans like they don't mean a thing Dropping to the floor Just like I'm Trigger Happy Dagger all over again You betray and dismay me Just like scars on my wrist didn't mean a thing To you. All my warrior women chime and howl "I just know he's not worth all this pain."
My body recently Has been dripping, sensation Longing and waiting You prefer me as a pretty magazine picture I've been trying to trap the desire, the need As you repeat and repeat How little you act like you need me.
I don't know why I try Mama says she's think I want to save you, help you. But I can barely save myself. You don't even have the follow through to send me a poem "I will" You said. You said You say You claim Its all just ******* words.
I'm not gonna cry in this ******* coffee shop.
Just take me out to dinner Invite me along Call me on the telephone Lie in my bed Hold my face in your hands Be my friend Love me like you know you do.