YOU SEE PEOPLE HOLDING BOXES WITH THEIR MEDALS INSIDE, FOR SEVICES TO HUMANITY THEY'RE RECEIVED WITH PRIDE, MOST OF US ARE ONLOOKERS TO SUCH A SPECIAL DAY, BUT NOTHING IS BEYOND ALL INDIVIDUALS SO THEY SAY: THAT IT WAS UNEXPECTED WHEN THE COMMUNIQUE' CAME, SUMMONING ONE'S PRESENCE TO APPEAR BEFORE THE QUEEN, I WONDERED WHAT SHE'D ASK ME - NOW I HAD TO BE SEEN TO BE SOMEONE SPECIAL, SOMEONE TO REVERE, ASK ADVICE, HOISTED INTO A LOFTY POSITION, STRANGELY MAY NOT BE NICE; 'MR. ANDREW, I'VE READ YOUR WORK - I DON'T UNDERSTAND ALL YOU SAY BUT I'VE BEEN TOLD THAT WE MUST HONOUR A WRITER OF THE DAY, I'D LIKE TO HEAR MORE, PLEASE EXPLAIN, JOIN ME FOR LUNCH ON FRIDAY;' I'M HELD TO ACCOUNT, NO PLACE TO HIDE, DOWN ON MY KNEES, THE SWORD BRUSHED MY SHOULDERS, NO MORE CIVIL LIBERTIES.