If ever I needed
Tonight so it seems
I need but a minute

A minute to think
A minute to breathe
A minute to throw up my finger
A minute to scream

Day growing closer
Night far too short
Soon comes tomorrow
Tomorrow and thoughts

Thoughts of a moment
Stains on a soul
Thoughts of ifs
Whys......Goodbyes
Hellos

Stains ....sinner's kiss
Longing marks
Lusting bliss

Free me, treachery
Free me of thought
Drown me, misery
Twist your plot
Allow me entry
To one solid day
Free from thought
Pain

Four days till
Four days not
Four days still
I'm forgot
But won't forget
Four days out
The beating heart
Torn, without
A knowing thought
Into my hand
From blood
To blood
And so I stand
Screaming at the moon
Tonight

Erase this memory!

Half of me is living
Half of me, in three
Half of me
Grey and gone
Half of me....

And so I long
For Darkness

A moment
Just for tonight.....
For Me....

©MV