ne more fight in this ******* house. i swear to Satan i'm going to blow my ******* brains out. im tired of your pathetic pity and selfishness of lies you spread them like a disease. beg me to hit you i dare you please. you kick i punch enough is not enough. slap me kick me beat me where its gonna hurt. wring me out choke me give me what i deserve oh mother, tear me apart im begging you, please! give me the hard love give me what i need! ignore my cries silence my screams. give me the pain that sends me to my knees. **** me off wont you hit me again? im not tired. i love the way you hate me. i want to feel the hate the anger the aggression. why apologize when im gonna **** up again? oh loathe me i continue to show my face. ill stop since im such a disgrace. same time tomorrow?