Listening to sad songs having a moment with my feelings. Blocking the sound of everyone laughing together. The melody is my love. It speaks to me and is honest. But it doesn't know me. It's a moment I can control to hear what I want. I'm not reprimanded or the elephant in the room. To **** it I'll turn on the record player. To go back to old school before this transition. I can turn on a song whenever I want but it takes a broken back and ****** hands to turn you on. I can turn off the song when I need to but you just love to hear yourself talk. When one hears a song one should listen and learn. You don't.