I know
You can't
Here these words right now
I wish
You could
Know my touch
It was
An off day
And I am sorry
But let's
Get back
On the right track
If you had
Someone else
I would die
On the inside
Where my heart is
Inside my ribcage
If you leave
I will do
Many
Many.
Many...
Stupid things
And that is not
A threat
It is a warning
Because I know
Myself
Better than you do
Right now
So learn me
Please.
So you can
Save me!
I hate
To put you
In this
Situation
But
I
But I
Can't
Couldn't
Handle it alone
I'm sorry
So.
Sorry.
But this is part of me
I don't like it
I would evict it
But then it would be
Homeless
And I know that feeling
All
To
Well
I wish
I had you
To myself
Not
That I can't share
But I would be better off
If I had
Your undivided
Attention
Thank you
You have the right words
And the best intentions
How much longer?
Every breath
Could be the last
That I breathe
Until I breathe
Alone
And then
As much
As I regret
To say it
Out loud
I would breathe red
And then I would stop
For a time.
My lungs would fill up
And spill over
And then the ending
Would begin
The day that I
Breathe red.