Don't smile...Nobody loves you
Wait until they ask
Let the inner depressing part of you take over
That is how you really feel
At least then you won't have to smile anymore fake smiles
Now people will actually know what goes on underneath that smile and laughter
You don't belong
You're just a loser, coward, and a selfish piece of trash.
You tried to fit in but it doesn't help
Just live knowing no one would mind if you disappeared
All they do is take advantage of you
They get what they want and ignore you
It's actually pretty exciting knowing that the
world around you is slowly caving in
Yeah I may seem happy,
But this is me


This part of me
Is lighting up
The part of me
That is willing to smile for those
who truly love me
Even when I feel horrible
There is a part of me
That wants to stand tall
And show the world what I have to offer
When ever I see the faces of those I love,
That is what keeps me going
Even though there are people
who wouldn't care if I disappeared
People like you reading this do
I hope...