My heart is shattered as i recall the way you kissed me.

You used your tongue as you realized that looking at each other's eyes was a little bit of a burden. you didn't deny it. but about the things which were too much, you didn't tell me. you only told me to act as if nothing had ever happened. after you saved me from myself and you cried because i hurt my own skin, now do you still think it is possible for me to forget that? maybe you can do anything but i clung to you until i numbed my fingers. my fingers purple and rotten ******* i swear i didn't mean to let g*

You let me drown alone, so i did. nothing was your business. i drowned alone and nothing honestly had ever been your business.