take a full hand of words in a worldly language and sprinkle the lines with as much of something as you can; carefully, not to split out.
if you reach a slight resemblance to whatever you meant, be happy and contented: that's what you're allowed, sometimes, but never more than the transparency of an esquisse, half-way to incompleteness.
still, you did your best - and your best-outlined-somehow-you will stand there, in the open, a threshold no one really sees, not even when you think they do. *(the one in the mirror went silent.)