Sometimes I really wonder
if I need God in my life.
Some kind of God.
Except I'm such an ******* that I don't
believe any religion.
I'm agnostic I guess.
But I make the worst decisions,
and my life is such a mess that I can't even walk through it.
I run, I trip and I get lost.
But, I don't want to anymore.
My anxieties are ruining my life though,
and since no human can help me...
Maybe the creator could.