i speak of rampant confusion that's not rabid profusion i speak of sapping exhaustion that's not of debilitation i speak of manic depression that's from naked manipulation i speak of senseless obsession that's from candid illusion and i speak of fictional annointing born of endless seizure and seeking i speak of unadulterated reeking grown out of staggering imbibing after stunning rejection and numbing oblivion i speak of endless yearning endless seeking endless delusion endless exclusion thwarted efforts dead dreams and misguided hope i speak of ...