you broke my heart once again i cant say that i didn't see it coming. the little things that added up to my paranoia, suspecting that you didnt love me. i like to think maybe if we met at a different time... when my mind was less shattered and your bones were healed. maybe if we were different people and it was different times. but right now its january and you said goodbye. you said sorry and i ignored you for 3 days. im too tired to keep writing about heartbreak. i just wish i couldve kissed you one last time.