I look at this candle and think of heat. Small ones, like these. You burnt a mouse when you were young. It screamed and screamed, you said. It screamed until it stopped. And so you inch away from little heats, like these. Candle lit evenings are not your thing. Little flames are not for warmth, but for the vague memory of a distant sin. Here, take a seat. I know you'll want to run away, where the screams can weigh heavy without the watch of– well, me. I don't know how much smoke you've breathed in, or how your little hands and feet will fare trying to reach for clean air, for the life you want to set ablaze in anywhere but yourself. I don't know how you're planning to use burnt out matches. The mouse is gone. He's gone, he is. Listen to me. There is no greater scream than the past's flames. It doesn't matter how much I say I love you. In the end, I can't set ablaze a lump of ashes. And you can't just "love yourself" either– that won't help you, see? Roll your eyes; glare at me. But if you don't let Him give you new matches, you won't be able to set hearts ablaze in the midst of more screams.