There is evidence of gravity here, it pushed me, against earth and ground and concrete. I am living, I am free, within confines of society. There is a blank space in my head of deep secrets, darkest when I think of them; beautiful. I ****** him for money. I'm a *****. I am temporary. I do not exist. I'm wet when he ***** me. That must mean I like it. I zone out, I ******* like it. Give it to me. I'm ******* dripping wet. Use me. Use me. Use me. I'm psychotic. I have images in my head, I am divine, I am God, I am empty, so empty. I will **** myself. Not because I'm sad, but because everyone who knows me knows I don't belong here. I make a better memory than friend.