He told me I seemed filled with joy And I laughed a little bit on the inside But I remained polite and coy Considering at how easy it is to hide
I don't show it cause they won't care They don't want to know what it's really like here Living in my mind of despair Always wishing that I could just disappear
So I'll wake up every morning And reattach a smiling mask to my face And they'll remain without warning Of what it's like inside this case
Last night someone told me that I seemed happier than usual... I think I'm more conscious of what my face looks like when I'm trying to hide emotion.