Is this my consequence for making you mine, If I could repeat, I would rewind back time. Planning, hoping, wishing, only leads me to a path of failure, It seems no matter how many times I pray, God won't be my savior. My one wish, that on the day of my birth I wanted to travel to you, But with the path I am destined to walk down, this wasn't meant to be true. As a consequence in winning your heart, Our long distant relationship will always stay apart. Now i'm overflown with misery, Cause the one journey to bring us together and make me happy is just a pile of *forgotten memories.
My plans to see my one true love have been shattered. I feel i'm cursed because no matter how many times I plan things like this and my hopes rise up into the sky, they are always come falling right back down. Now i'm miserable that I won't be able to see my boyfriend. Is it so wrong to see your love for the sake of seeing him in front of you...Not behind a computer screen... I just wanted to make this special, I wanted to do something for once, to prove to him that I can...To show him how much he means to me. I needed this for me...