I'm on a small boat
on a massive oceaN
where the waves are crasing
against the boat, as i was a small bird
trying to find love, but I don't only
have match, but I have loads of matches.*

I am someone who exposed themselves
and what I did I shouldnt of done.

My brain feels like a wreacking ball, but
tonight I am going to lose myself and scream  
as loud as I want because this is my fight, where
I am going to take back my life that you once ruined
for me.

I am going to prove to you that I do care about my life.
You see how i am hurt and weak,
so I am gonna be stronger than you and fight.

*No one belives me about how much you have
been hurting me, I lost all of my friends who dosent
want to talk to me anymore and alot of people are
afraid of meand you say that I am into you.
It been years since I saw my Family and my last
words were I will miss them because you
killed me a night before our wedding.