I don't know much about anything
I'm searching for the truth
I feel a lot different things
Do I follow what there is to do?
I'm a lazy person by nature
All I want to do is lay around
And watch t.v.
I don't have a job
And am on disability
What the hell is wrong with me?
I try to be good
But more often than not I am bad
I love to smoke
And I drink way too much coffee
I don't eat right
And my sleeping pattern *****
But through it all I stay positive
I know there's much more waiting for me
So many blessings that are meant to be
I understand though I have to do the foot work
Or nothing is going to happen
I pray for motivation
Cause instinctively I stay lazy
And want the world come to me
That isn't going to take place
But I feel shameful for my actions
All my life I've taken from life
Expecting the world to owe me a life
It hurts me to think I can be so arrogant
A fool in the scheme of things