I don't know
What to do
With the day

It's spent alone
Listening to podcasts
Working out at the gym

I'll hit some golf *****
At a driving range
I have a good swing

Maybe I'll go on a hike
Tomorrow

In heaven
I dream of loving women
Who will want
To hold me

And I will breast feed
From them
Their warm milk
Nourishing me

They will comfort me
And I will explain
How I was lonely on earth

Sure I'm embarrassed
By looking
At pornographic images

What was I supposed to do?
I never knew any women

I showed my old therapist
This song called
"Lover of the light"

About a blind man
Who ran to see
The sunrise

I don't know
If she fully understood

Probably not
And neither can I

But I know what
It's like to be alone

All I have is nature

I'm not married like her

Well I suppose I won't meet
A female friend
If not, that's fine

I remember this
Russian soldier
How she waved the flags

A guard at Berlin
Color footage

How she smiled
I think it might be the
Most beautiful thing

I have ever seen