every day is a vigil on being who i am not, on existing where i don't feel like i belong and every word is a struggle to get the hell out of dodge, each line is a fight.
a monster, they said, is someone who burns their ashes on your face and spits to but them out- a monster, i said, is someone who lets you down.
a monster, i said, is someone like you and i.
you asked if i trusted you and my response was a lie, i can't even trust myself- you asked me if i loved you and my response was a lie- of course i do.
for the first time in a long time my exhilaration with life is rekindled, my breaths come easy again and i will not shut myself out- for long-
for the first time in all of time i catch your smile more than just by chance...
they told me not to pick the flowers so often if i loved them, but that's a rule i'll have to break--