wondering if
maybe
just maybe

this heart
might
just be
softening a
smidge?

long long
months
of great
disappointment

long long months
of great searing
sadness

long long months
of raging
anger

long long months
of sweetest
love


long long months
of  finding
the best

in those humans
at times
i say
i hate so much

but how can
i hate
all those
others

who are only
me in different
covers?