The cold of the winter reminds me of your Arctic touch, your tundra heart. It reminds me of nights spent on floors, with you or because of you, I was never sure. Because even when you were by my side, you were somewhere else, always talking about someone else. Left me always wishing I was someone else. And ever since, I can't find a home in this skin. I let your poison sink in and it weighs me down like anchors.