Doctor says I'll be fine Don't know how long I have Self destructive tendencies Killing me quicker Any second I could overdose Pour one to many shots A cocktail of chaos Is this salt or coke **** it, on the fries they go I need to sober up But ****, its a disease I'm going to die one way or another Looks like life got worse before better Guess that's what happens When the dead try to love the living When the living forget the dead