How do you find peace
When you are sleep deprived
When you live to die
Working your life away
On the midnights
Tired, so tired
Caffeine
Till caffeine
Doesn’t do a thing
And when you crash
Eight hours in to
Your twelve hour shift
Life feels like ****
Tears want to run
Even if the sun shines
You are not fine
Rain drops that once
Saw you dancing
Now makes you cry
And you can’t figure out why
Everything is a trigger
And you can’t seem to figure
Out why you were smiling
At ten but at four a.m.
You’re breaking down again