At the thought of having me as yours, you rushed. But when I needed you the most you were not willing to take the next step. Nights I could have slept but instead I bled in silence from the frustrations leaking out of my chest. Where were you? Times when I relied on a drink to relieve my pain. Where were you? Where was your love then, why didn't you hold me or tell me things would be okay, instead you cast me aside like a helpless stranger. You always imagined a love between us but you never cared for the imperfections that came buried under these covers.