last time, before i slept, i felt the huge vast emptying of the housing of myself. the feel of melatonin, shape of space too impossible to occupy. coalescing thoughts as a pearl bound in ring of starlight. and i rolled out of my body & stepped acres & came alight beside the porching of your own, and, in whatever moment's motion you were carried through, i saw faint blue, pulse in your neck, and lay my hand on your cheek, and was happy a lasting moment until i didn't exist.