Puffy red wine eyes
Your lips kissed and stained in the slips
With a dark blue.

I could have stayed and drank all night
But platonic friendship glided me home.

Black turtle neck, white blonde hair
I hustle and bustle like the little boy
I secretly am.

Flipping through records to play
I'll bring the pasta and ****
The Lost Boys.

I got so caught up in Peter Pan
I stopped in the snow alone
3am and just let myself weep
For the loss and romanticism
For the fantasy world you built around us
With cotton candy rainbow colored unicorns
Intricate chocolate salted buttercups
Butterflies on fire
But the latter,
Was always me.

If I could fathom every memory
Moment in time, word spoken
Hold onto how it felt
To have you admit your undeniable love
We already had it all bookmarked
But my heart ached thinking
You and your pixie dust disappeared
But I see now,
Your shadow will always remain
But its me,
Its me that has to fly away
From Never Never Land.