The first time was tedious. I counted 55 tiles on the ceiling to the rhythm of frantic pumping of teenage desperation. This promptly ended in a high five and now my friends won't make fun of me for being a ****** anymore. Thanks
The second time was filled with I don't want to have *** today and always ended in a blur of make shift ******* and wanting to be far away on the other side of the newly christened couch.
The third time made me cry I had never let anyone take me from behind So when the first thing you asked me to do was lay on my stomach I felt the need to please someone who I had never met and to be the girl that you needed. So I faced the mattress and immediately felt your hand push my cheek into the pillow case. This was the only time you were able to finish.
The fourth time I felt wanted. The next day I felt isolated. I still think about you and you still don't make eye contact
I needed the fifth time to be good. I needed to feel better I needed you to be a good person. I should've know no one ever ***** me to give me what I need Its always selfish.