I am a ***** Minus the triggers being pulled and the drugs being sold But just a black man bold enough to face a world so cold A cold world we call society When being black and sobriety doesn't mix because we use drugs in variety But quietly I am a ***** Thinking what made this word so negative Is it because we made it positive Or is it negative we became cognitive enough for a scholarship Yes, I am a *****, no I'm not a rapper But this system makes me sick enough for chicken soup and crackers Yes, I am a *****, and I am an athlete And I still maintain my sanity from having my *** beat Although I am a *****, I am not lesser than you Nor am I second to you I just wonder what it takes to get the message to you Crazy I'm a ***** yet I still know my father Crazier calling me a ***** doesn't give me a bother Maybe it's crazy that I'm a part of the problem What's craziest is I'm a ***** still attending a college You should have no problem reading this regardless of race What's absurd is a word means more than a face We're more focused on race than we are as a species But I'm going to sit back and take a sip of this sweet tea We went from black panthers, huge bushes, picks, and combs I thought words could never hurt you? What happened to sticks and stones?