I'm the coldest in my apartment.
Wishing for slight moments to return to my home town
I wish my room mate would send her lover and friend away.

Last night we took tequila shots, as I tried to rub
The secret unhappiness, gloom
Out of the secret crevices of my eyelids
I hit the pavement, slam my head into the cement
I can hear my feet skating in black ice
I called you and just about every other man
Late into the night, thinking, wishing
Someone hold me.

I think the actor guy is a lil bit mad
As a tall drink of water man stole me away on NYE
I had such bursting climatic moments of happiness
I try to keep my envy and sadness at bay.

I know its all about to happen
This is the run run run
Stop for a sec
Breathe
Moment.

All my plans seem like light years away
Remember
My phone just buzzed
Sometimes I wish I could just drop every item of technology
I own
Into a pit, forget
I never really know what I want
Anymore.

I need to get some sleep tonight


The DJ just said to me:
"Can I help you write?"
And I said: "Can I help you make music?"