I feel like I'm betraying you
Slighting you
Pressing you
I feel like I am asking you
For more than you can give.

I feel like I've astonished you
Bewildered you
Scared you
I feel like I have pushed you
Farther than you wish to go.

I wish you'd just tell me
How you feel
What you feel
If you feel
I wish you just push me away
Instead of leaving me hanging in despair.

I know you don't mean the silence
Or the emptiness
Or the cold
I know that if you read this
You'll feel guilty and think I'm too bold.

But I'm telling you right now that I can't think much more
On the time we should be spending
On the hearts we should be tending
On this rent we should be mending
Before my heart begins to crack.