Lectured as the sunshine hits my face
I just made the healthiest sandwich
So much to do, so much going on
But my heart goes and runs back to you
In fleeting moments,
Begging myself to move
I don't know how this is going to work.

Impatient
Its only January 2nd.
But I have felt pretty alone the past two days
In the snowy Chicago land
Hitting the pavement,
How can I save myself

I'm not sure what your perspective is
But I am sure it must be mixed with pain
The desire to erase
What I could not be for you.

I would do anything to not give a ****
I would do anything to move on from this
I know I will in time
As ghosts whisper and threaten
To confuse me, lectured in the sunshine.

I feel like my poetry has sort of started
To all sound the same
Haunted with images and working things out
Of how you failed me.

"He's gonna get off thinking he has all the power."
Mama would love it if I just settled down
But that day is not today for me.