i never drank coffee for it was always harsh and strong i never walked in the dark for it was always a risk i never asked for the earth to take me away for i loved who i was but then, my 'i nevers' began to be 'i always' when you let go of my hand and now i always drink coffee for it's always harsh and strong i always walk in the dark for it's always a risk i always ask for the earth to take because what's the use of living without a human being