tonight the wailing wind is my bane as i look through the pane of the hard crust of my pain and wonder how i got to be this way a homeless drifter on an elite highway exhaling cigarrette smoke like a chimney in the numbness of a freezing winter spell selling a dozen crabby tales for a quarter to bored yuppies aching for kicks along the stiff terrain they must negotiate to reach the peaks i scaled before i fell from grace the whispering breeze tonight is my lullaby as i struggle to sleep on my feet and capture these rare moments of life in heat on a day when a girl's smile is everything and a stale slice of bread makes me a gourmet dining on the rancid cast-aways of a third rate cafe the twinkling stars tonight are my peers as we help each other through the night and a call-of-the wild song keeps playing in my heart; it says classics are melodies woven in moments of adversity and that i must continue to hog the fringes of society and *****-nilly help salve the consciences of those who need someone to throw the rich crumbs of their excesses at